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But after this moment she’d always be answering to me; she’d always be the student.
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Why was she sharing this with me, why was she talking about it with such ease? Was I the first? (Her casual conversation starting points would suggest not.)
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I haven’t been since my dad took me when I was still at college. He pretended I was his date, held my hand, arm across the back of my seat. (She said it with such normalcy, wait—no, with such pride, it seemed she was searching, tugging for a reaction).
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‘Why would you do that?’
‘He picked out a dress for me. I’ll get to see my little sisters.’
‘How he is isn’t alright—you know that, right?’
‘He loves me and he’s my Dad—what about that isn’t alright?’
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Houses, crosswalks, signposts crowd the journeys we take. Maybe the lack of green teases the eye forcing us to stop and stall, on its unnatural occurrence in our day-to-day. ‘You have to protect love like grass,’ she plucked my hand out of my jacket pocket.
You do have to protect it, I thought, protect it from people walking a shortcut through it, throwing gum wrappers and Coke cans, spitting on it. We try to protect the simple gifts we are granted sometimes with unnatural methods like fences and an automatic fear of strangers.
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I’ve stopped calling him that. What list do you want? The emotional or physical collateral damages. They’ve come to mean the same thing after so long. I’ve made a game of it, a memory challenge of sorts, a timeline of all the instances when he proved himself unworthy of my love. The list is long. My forgiveness ran out but the list is still growing.
1 shattered window, a kitchen chair with three legs.
1 cellphone snapped in half.
5 plates in pieces on the floor, the linoleum pockmarked from sharp ceramic edges.
1 cellphone buried in the plaster of our front foyer wall.
Repossession of the car given for 16th birthday present.
1 graduation ceremony missed.
No congratulations on graduate school acceptance.
23rd birthday forgotten, maybe ignored.
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I said yes, but tried not to think of that day. The upper deck was packed with schoolgirls, skirts and knee-high socks, scuffed black shoes, smelling of outside, perfume, and stale lunch sacks. She moved her hand from its cupped position on my knee. ‘They’re staring’, she said, clasping her fingers in crisscrosses, trying to tie them in knots to avoid picking my hand up again. ‘What of it?’ No amount of stern glares at those schoolgirls would shut them up. The loudest of them wrote out ‘DYKES’ with an exclamation point on the steamy bus window. I set my chin on her shoulder hoping this sort of public claim would make her sexual identification easier. It didn’t.
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She stopped me as we walked along the river. ‘It’s freezing, come on!’ I said. Moving my body backwards with the ease of a dancer leading the Waltz, she propped me against the stone wall and kissed me. It’s in those instances that you forget—that it all becomes about the movements of the kiss, the colliding magnetic of two sets of lips, the fluid melody of dancing tongues, the moment when you forget there are two people involved, that we have jobs, names, titles, responsibilities.
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If I could hang in that first kiss, when my mind was untainted by the dangerous logic of her being, then I think things would have been a bit different. If only being a sweet person was enough.
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A little girl sprawls out across her father’s lap, with the assuredness of roots from a mature oak. He is sweeping hair from out of her eyes with one hand and shading the sun from her face with his other large palm. The train is crowded and he keeps lifting her head up and out of the aisle to allow other passengers by.
Is this how you were with him, how it started, but it never stopped? Did he love you so innocently, protectively, before you became too old for these gestures—before they turned romantic? Is this how you still see him?
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She wasn’t the intellectual type (whatever that means), but she said the most encouragingly extraordinary things about me: ‘I enjoy the way you write, the words plant themselves in my mind, sometimes making a bed in there.’ Why couldn’t I love her like that, how unashamed she was with her feelings and the risks she took with them—with me.
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‘That’s the thing about intellectuals, they prove you can be intelligent without having any idea what’s going on in the world’. She was quoting lines from the Woody Allen movie we’d watched last Saturday, as I tried to end things with her. ‘I’m just not capable of dealing… of being in this type of situation’. What I really meant was that I couldn’t try to love someone who epitomized the abuse I’d spent my young-adult life breaking free from. Every bit of me wanted to look past her missteps, to see her rocky spine, her square hips, her deep navel laid out in front of me and not see him all over her. ‘I could make you so happy you know’. Her usual regurgitation of clichéd promises. ‘You can’t just say you’ll marry someone.’ But I thought- you can’t control what orgasms make you say.
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I wasn’t her first, Kayla was. Kayla didn’t do the leaving and that’s all I know for sure. Maybe Kayla was the ‘saving’ type.
Maybe the way I went about leaving wasn’t the right way—compassionless. The post-it read:
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A man sits down across from me on the tube counting his rosary. His lips move in quick whispers like a lover to a lover’s ear lobe. I think how beautiful it must be to believe in something impossible to see or physically feel. Maybe the spiritual sensations are enough, but what would I know about religion?
The same goes for love; believing in something you can’t technically feel, something you can’t take from your lover’s mouth and hold in your hands. You can buy a new bed and lay in it until it falls to pieces but you can’t lay down on your love, sink into its downy mattress, and you never really feel it fall to pieces underneath you.
Sometimes I think I want to love something invisible, to be lost in my own imagination, to lie on the transparent. But then I remember how religion starts wars, does more evil than it does good. Love and religion have ugly and imaginary similarities.
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I have learned one thing, for sure: that facades pose as relationships. All I can do is take the obstacles as they come and dress them in opportunity. ‘Love’ is its own alien chemical, there is no safe mixture, no particular environment, no combustion point. Time is our only reliable conductor.
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Losing you felt like a public event, the sort of breakup that takes place on a crowded train, when you’re trying to be subtle but screaming over the grating metal track makes that an impossible feat. The embarrassment of leaving the house with a coffee stain on the rear of your trousers, or getting news of your cat’s death or your mother’s kidney cancer making an unwelcome return. And you’re stuck on a train and everyone gets the news with you, everyone has seen the brown spot on your ass. They can hear the pain in your tight throaty tone, the suffocating sensation of holding back years of reserved tears. The day I abandoned you, because that’s what it felt like, I had to sit on the 131 to Tooting Broadway with clinched vocal chords and a hole for a stomach. Losing you was like trying to drink through a straw with a hole in it that I can’t seem to cover up.
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verb [ trans. ]
The resilient trees push buds from their supple and thawed branches. I smile at trees, bushes, and daffodils that pop out of the once-wintered soil. I grin because I admire their ability to survive, to be beautiful after eight months of the coldest winter in fifty years, or is it twenty-five? They are brilliant, still trying and showing for us. That’s what love looks like when you pass an elderly couple laughing, kissing, and holding hands. It’s like the cherry blossoms that punch through a tree’s green skin after twenty-five years of hard-winter times.
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My hand falls between the mattress and the wall. My tired arm has gone slack and the pillow clinched beneath my chin has parted from my heavy face. I startle, and pull my arm up toward my head because I am scared of the spaces I can’t see.
When I met you I saw you, but not wholly. And I was scared of who you could be inside, how you could transform and sometimes I pulled away out of fear, but my adventure, my inability to give up on something un-explorable directs me back to you, the uncertainty of your next word or move, the depth of your eyes, how your hand feels hard like fresh sheetrock when it’s angry against my balled fist; or when it’s open against the curve of my hip as I shift my sweaty torso under you.
My hand rests between the bed and the wall each night. I let it dangle longer each time hoping to fight my fear of uncertainty.