see Now this is so weird, I can feel everything going down, it’s a real physical sensation. Like everything in my body is being pulled down, down, down and I’m just sitting here watching it, as if it has nothing to do with me – like my head is still sitting up here not quite catching up with the rest of me.
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http://bestdofollowlinks.com/naked-jocks-pics No, actually that’s not so stupid after all. Somebody did steal me, a long time ago, they stole the real me and left this me in its place. This shell, this shadow, this void. And I don’t know where they put the real me. Did they hide me somewhere and if I keep looking long enough and hard enough I’ll find me again? Did they just throw me out with the garbage, a piece of rubbish that got swept up in the spring clean that nobody noticed? Did they get tired of playing with the toy and when it couldn’t sing and dance anymore did they get mad because it was no longer new and shiny and cute , shoved in a cupboard somewhere and forgotten about?
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http://viptesisat.com/underage-sex-site And it hurts to give, but I can’t get if I don’t give. Hah. Like the little mermaid or something, eh? Getting fanciful now, dressing it up, making it poetic with words, making it bearable.
Well I said this was DIY, so DIY it is. I can’t find the real me, so I have to make a new one out of what I’ve got.
Former languages teacher pleased to be devoting all her time to writing, a lifelong ambition that can now be fulfilled. Beats lesson preparation and marking any day. Winner of Jotters United ‘Spirit’ short story competition. Story ‘Stalking the Watcher’ published in Jotters United. Flash story ‘Take A Number Please’ accepted for publication in Short Story Sunday. Lives out the back of beyond on the edge of a forest and when not writing, spends inordinate amounts of time gardening and watching the wildlife.